1 hour more to Chinese new year 2012! supposedly dying this coming December so in case this is everyone's last new year, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

HAHA what auspicious words to welcome the new year.

k anyway every year's new year gets as boring as my face shown above. Maybe age and excitement level for new year is inversely proportionate. no more excitement of bringing my new clothes out to swirl and twirl around in the house a few days before, no more desire of painting my nails ( maybe because nowadays i do it so often it lost its novelty ), no more pent up excitement that keeps me awake the entire night ( now when my head touches the pillow i lose myself HAHA).

Had 3 reunion meals this year, puzzled too but ohwell i never say no to food haha. Dinner at Aunt's was insane. My uncle was right about my aunt, saying she could cook for a whole kampung, plus my dad got 2kg worth of sashimi as a side dish. 2 KG YO. that's about more than a pro sumo wrestler can handle. Shiok like noone's business, my stomach was happy that night. Lunch at granddad's, where i battled hordes of baby roaches myself because mum was scared. Good thing for them it was roaches, not lizards. And dinner back at home with just ourselves. i see 1kg extra on my face and i don't care, like i always tell B, i love my butterfly arms and fat cheeks.

Rainy night again! Feels good to know i can hide under my covers tonight with no work tomorrow. Work is the bane of my life, only the money keeps me going. And am feeling guilty that till this day i haven't roped in bestie yet. I thought i got promised a job along with my bestfiriend but things dont always turn out the way you expect them. Still secretly praying every single day that i get news about her being able to join me.

Goodnight, happy new year to all you babies out there. (yes i only want to wish babies, not adults who irritate me at new year.)