liberated.

HI ALL I HAVE BEEN LIBERATED.

is this what they call the most awesome feeling and time of your life? (At least until before march comes and the shit results slap me in my face.)

anyway i've been waking up everyday feeling un-guilty for sleeping so much and not waking up to study, walking around the house doing absolutely nothing, lying around the house just thinking of nothing hahaha this is the life.

decided to put off jobhunting till january and regain my life for now first.

met B right after my last paper. i would like to say im very very very very very proud of us, for making it through this arduous journey. And im very,very,very thankful that he's always there to push me on to study and not slack off like i tend to do HAHA. Most importantly, he's always there to give me a joke anytime i need to brighten this gloomy patch of my life. Thankyou love!

Then i met this dear girl yesterday. This is the 2nd big hurdle of our lives that we've crossed together. Honestly, i would have just wanted to roll down the nanyang slope and kill myself if i didnt have her with me. Facing an incessant bunch of damn hardworking and on-the-job people around me in nanyang who studied every single moment of their lives they could grab hold of, i really wanted to just slap myself and ask myself why i couldn't be like them. All i did during breaks in school was eat,stone,go toilet,eat,stone,go toilet, and go to class.Really that was it. So many thanks that this awesome best friend of mine is just like me (most of the time i dont think her laziness goes to the extremes of mine). izroz love you!

foresee many good days ahead, even if i get bored to tears at home i dont care. im willing to cry tears of boredom then to touch any sheet of fibre again.

2 weeks to B's liberation date too. i shall wait patiently!