i need to think of the long term.

though work has been terribly horrible because of all the gossipy aunties who bully me and the tense atmosphere all around because of office rankings and posts,

i think this is the best time of my life ever.

Everyday i just head for work, come home and slump on the couch till its bed time. no tutorials, no projects, best of all no exams bugging every corner of my mind every single day for the past 12 years of my life. awesome.

and best of all, i get to meet dear people from everywhere for dinner anyday after work. Been meeting crabaz alot because she's flying off really soon for a really long time ): will miss you crabaz. Met YANCEY6 for Cat's birthday celebration that day too. Guess they're the only bunch of people from Nanyang whom i will spontaneously meet up to lepak. Want to meet bestie for dinner next week too (: Her birthday is coming up and every year i get very excited because i have this barrel of ideas in my brain about celebrations HAHAHA. but i just need to be less kanchiong and think carefully before execution. oops ok enough bout it before i spoil my own plans.

And every Friday night i get to meet B after work for dinner at places with good food (which he'll bring me) and after that head to scenic and breezy places where we can catch up about our week (which i'll bring him) for 3 hours straight and head home with a happy heart ready for the weekend (:

i decided on a few things too from now on :

- Because everyone is so amazed by my height, i shall tell anyone who asks "how tall are you" that im 170cm because whenever i say im 168cm they go "NO WAY.YOU'RE MORE." k fine if y'all insist thanks.

- I will start to go jogging soon when the motivation comes HAHA. 

- Booked an appointment with the braces dentist to get braces soon .Please dont despise me for looking ugly and not want to be my friend anymore.

okay that's all for now. Steamboat dinner tonight again to wrap up this fantastic chinese new year.

1 hour more to Chinese new year 2012! supposedly dying this coming December so in case this is everyone's last new year, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

HAHA what auspicious words to welcome the new year.

k anyway every year's new year gets as boring as my face shown above. Maybe age and excitement level for new year is inversely proportionate. no more excitement of bringing my new clothes out to swirl and twirl around in the house a few days before, no more desire of painting my nails ( maybe because nowadays i do it so often it lost its novelty ), no more pent up excitement that keeps me awake the entire night ( now when my head touches the pillow i lose myself HAHA).

Had 3 reunion meals this year, puzzled too but ohwell i never say no to food haha. Dinner at Aunt's was insane. My uncle was right about my aunt, saying she could cook for a whole kampung, plus my dad got 2kg worth of sashimi as a side dish. 2 KG YO. that's about more than a pro sumo wrestler can handle. Shiok like noone's business, my stomach was happy that night. Lunch at granddad's, where i battled hordes of baby roaches myself because mum was scared. Good thing for them it was roaches, not lizards. And dinner back at home with just ourselves. i see 1kg extra on my face and i don't care, like i always tell B, i love my butterfly arms and fat cheeks.

Rainy night again! Feels good to know i can hide under my covers tonight with no work tomorrow. Work is the bane of my life, only the money keeps me going. And am feeling guilty that till this day i haven't roped in bestie yet. I thought i got promised a job along with my bestfiriend but things dont always turn out the way you expect them. Still secretly praying every single day that i get news about her being able to join me.

Goodnight, happy new year to all you babies out there. (yes i only want to wish babies, not adults who irritate me at new year.)

working as an admin stuff makes me reluctant to touch the computer when im back home, thus explaining the lack of updates of life. what can i say? i wake up at 630am everyday, reach office at 830am, knock off at 6pm, settle down back at home at 8pm, watch tv for an hour, and sleep.exciting.

HAHAHA. don't judge, this is the only way to kill boredom and earn some money. Heard a temp staff is contemplating her resignation before chinese new year, am secretly hoping bestie gets to replace her and work on the same level as me please! miss her so much ): i know i've been seeing her for 8 years straight, but i can tell you in your face i will never NOT miss her. I'll never make another friend as close to me as her. AIYA no one will ever understand this HAHAHA this is not called being mushy or retarded, and neither are we lesbians.

anyway my weekends are much more happening : last last weekend, B and i made a trip down to ECP with initial plans to cycle. but you know things never go according to plans HAHA because lazing around on a picnic mat with junk food was a much better idea.



this is him, yawning away and in the lepak mood.

Last weekend, bestie and i attended NTU communication studies talk at grand hyatt and i really really really hope i have a shot at getting in, together with her because recently i started judging people alot hahaha and people i met at the talk...i don't know lets just say im not in their league.

Last sunday, B had his inter-tertiary judo competition at SIM, which crabz and SM and i went down to support him. and with our awesome presence (k kidding) i meant with his awesome technique,skills and ninja-nimbleness, B GOT A GOLD MEDAL YO.don't siao siao. Though his opponent's school and supporters were all such big asshole and dicks and were shouting crude suggestions to their friend on how to win that i literally glared blazing daggers at them ( like gungho only me against 100 of them HAHA), B won anyway so suck that up idiots.

yay us! (Sorry crabz & SM our picture have to be smaller if not crabz's face kena blocked by all the side toolbars)



yay you! judomaster-doctor-clarinetist-lifeguard-pianist-cook. please tell me one reason why i shouldn't feel ashamed of myself for being skill-less HAHA

OKAY ITS FRIDAY TOMORROW BEST DAY OF THE WEEK YAY
burnt out from work. tummy and womb not a having their best moments.

HELLO.

been working every weekday and me being very gutless, dare not use facebook or surf the net even when im done with assigned tasks so i was desperate enough to bring 2 books there to read during free time. to think i swore off books after As.

Office work is boring but at least i have a chair and proper meal times. Office politics is disgusting but ohwell might as well get used to it now before i get shocked in my working life in future.

the earning money part is motivating me so i'll carry on and work this job out. i really really really cannot wait for bestie to join me. i need someone i can behave like myself with. Been acting demure and all with the new girls at work HAHA but they're really all nice girls to hang out with too (: [omg first smiley of the post]

but through this past 2 weeks, i made a confirmation that as each year passes, i become more & more of a social recluse, and i can only feel totally at ease with a few people whom i can name off within the countable number of fingers and toes i have. This is not called emo, this is called getting old and not wanting to make friends.

BBQ-ed at crabz house yesterday, seriously these people are all so _____ (think of a word with a positive connotation, a really positive one) love every gathering with them.

Everyone is starting school in 2 days. Means less meetings and less outings ):

(thanks na for the pictures!)

HAPPY 2012 EVERYBODY.

Started work for a week already! okay now i think i prefer going to school haha though the getting-money-part is good but the facing-people-you-cannot-click-with is bad.

met 1038 for manhattan's last night, good to see everyone.

and met awesome people for prata supper, laughed so much till i think i got a sorethroat and woke up with a blocked nose. love them all.

countdown bbq tonight!